It was 11:30pm on Saturday, September 10th 2016.
I was sitting on my dining room floor, eyes shut with my back upright against the kitchen bar.
I had just finished going through a meditation process from Joe Despenza’s book called, “Breaking the habit of being yourself - How to lose your mind and create a new one.”
It was a profound meditation, and one that I will never forget.
What happened next was one of the scariest moments of my life, and I had been in some scary moments.
I have had knives held to my throat.
I have been metres away from gun fights.
I have been stuck in a house by myself holding a highly powerful gun, called cougar magnum, another gun on the coffee table in front of me, waiting in anticipation for an underworld figure to show up. I was only 14.
But, none of this felt as scary as what I'm about to share with you.
Imagine you walk up to the house I'm living in. It’s a large home, with a long corridor which takes you past 4 bedrooms and out to a large open plan living, kitchen and dining area.
In this house, on the weekend of September 10th & 11th 2016, I decided to isolate myself with a focus to only write, read, meditate, eat rice with red kidney beans and drink water. I wasn’t to leave the house for the whole weekend.
I was sitting on the dining room floor, eyes shut with my back upright against the kitchen bar, while I meditated.
As I came to the end of the meditation I could feel this presence as if someone was in the house.
I felt the presence first at the front door, and then getting closer and closer to me, as if it was walking down the hallway.
My first thought was… Someone is in the house.
My second thought was… Do I get up and confront them?
My old mind said yes. My new mind said no, just sit still and they will move on.
I went with my new mind and sat still, however the presence didn't move on, but only grew stronger.
I wanted to open my eyes, however a voice kept telling me to keep them shut, so I did.
All of a sudden, with my eyes shut, I saw a huge man standing over me. He had a feeling and look on his face that said… I want to kill you.
WTF do I do… I asked.
Ask him what he wants, was the answer the voice shared with me, and so I did.
This big, angry man who wanted to kill me responded and said… Get off my land!
What do you mean?
You are on my land, this is my land! The big angry man said.
No, this is my land, I replied with my inner voice.
No, it's my land… I worked this land for many years, before all these houses got put on it. In fact, I raised my kids on this land. Where are my kids? He grunted at me.
Then in an instant, I was shown an image of a man hanging himself on a tree in a wide open paddock. As the rope started to cut into his throat, I could see that this man had regrets about placing himself here and no longer wanted to kill himself, however it was too late.
He left behind a 7 year old daughter, and 9 year old son.
Upon seeing this image my energy went from being scared to having compassion and love for this angry man.
I said to him… Look, you can't have your land back and I'm not leaving, because you are no longer physically here. You are now in the spirit world, in fact you are a ghost. What I can do for you, is help you move to the light, if you would like that?
By this point in time, I had fully let go of my mind. It was like I had no control, or even understanding as to what was happening. All I knew was that I just had allowed myself to let it happen.
No! I want to see my kids, I want to help my kids…
Ok, I'll tell you what. You go and find your kids (who were now said to be in their early 40’s) and bring them to me, and I will communicate to them for you and help.
And just like that, he was gone… Off searching for his kids.
As my brain caught up to what had just happened, I was freaking out.
WTF just happened???
Then, from that moment I began to see more spirits, more colours, more of the inner world.
So much so, that when I was walking through a shopping centre the following week, every person that walked passed me had a massive TV screen coming out of different parts of their body.
On these TV screens were detailed and terrifying images of little kids being sexually abused, women being group raped, little boys being hit with cricket bats by their fathers and much more…
IT WAS TERRIFYING!
In fact, I got home that afternoon, sat on the corner of my couch with knees up to my chest, hands covering the front of my face, saying to myself…
I can't do this!
I can't do this!
I can't do this!
This is too much!
And then a firm voice said to me.
YOU HAVE TO DO THIS!
Go back to the shopping centre tomorrow and learn how to turn this on and off.
I listened (I felt like I had no choice) and went back to the shopping centre the next day. I walked back and forth through the shopping centre, and as I walked past each person, I would internally say...
Now I see it.
Now I don't.
After an hour and a half, I was able to say “Now I don't”, and the TV screen and images would go away.
But, that wasn't the end of my learning…
Two days later, the firm voice returned and said. Today you will go for a walk at Morialta Falls, you will walk without direction, only being guided by the inner voice.
I arrived at Morialta Falls at 4:46pm, parked my car, and off I went walking through the bush, following only my inner guidance.
All of a sudden, I had been walking for 45mins and was on a road.
I was confused and anxious.
I knew the conservation park closed at 6pm, and the car park gates would then get locked.
I had no idea where I was.
In this moment, I turn back, continuing to follow the inner guidance.
Light was quickly fading away, as the sun was setting.
I was getting fearful, scared and frustrated.
What if I got stuck in the bush?
Why am I not being taken back the same way in which I had come!?
I trekked on, following while also battling with the inner guidance.
You are safe… The inner guidance would say.
No, I’m fucking lost in the bush… I would say.
At times the inner guidance voice was louder, and at times my voice was louder.
The inner voice continued to win the battle, and while my body responded by following the guidance, my mind was filled with hesitation and panic.
Eventually, the panic took over and I began to run.
Calm down, you are safe and it's ok. The guiding voice would say.
This would have me calm down and walk for a while, before the panic would set in again and I would run.
It's almost pitch black, I'm in the bush, and the gates are going to shut in 5 mins.
As I said this to the inner guidance, I began to sprint. I was sprinting up and around the mountains cliff edge, almost slipping several times as it was a tight, windy dirt track.
The inner guidance kept saying…
Be calm, you're safe and everything is ok.
I would fight with this voice and say…
No it’s fucking not! Just get me to my car.
Just walk calmly, breathe deep, know that you're safe and you will get to your car in time.
The voice continued to reassure me over and over, while I was sprinting around the cliff tops panicking and in fear.
After the 100th time I surrendered and said… Alright then, I'll stop running, I'll calm down and breathe. It's now up to you to sort this out, get me to my car and out of here safely.
I walked around the cliff face breathing deeply, calming myself down. The voice instructed me to walk down a set of stairs to my left.
I walked down the stairs, and there I was at the start of the trail looking at my car.
It was 5:58pm.
I was relieved, I was safe, and now had a new TRUST for this guiding voice.
You are learning to TRUST the inner world Michael, and you will continue to learn. For the next month, you are going on bush walks in different areas with only an inner map and guidance.
With every walk my TRUST grew.
Which leads me to sharing with you what happened.
How I opened up the ability to see into the physical body, and stepped into being a world renowned Medical Intuitive.
To be continued tomorrow…